One year ago

A year ago today was the last day Em had at home. We took her to the doctor in the morning, and he thought she was doing really well, even though she was on oxygen. We came home, I played with the girls-I remember playing on the floor with them moving Em's legs and arms getting her to laugh, and then doing it with Lily and getting her to laugh. That night we had Family Night and sang our favorite songs. And then at the same time the next day we were in the intensive care unit-we went in the middle of the night. If you want to read about all that you can look back to a year ago on the blog, because I'm not going to relive any of it. I try to concentrate on all our positive memories of Emily, and not the negative. So I try not to think about it or talk about it. I just remember today because I remember that it was the day Lily turned 5 months old!