There are a few things that I know for certain. I know I love my family. I know that they love me. I know I hate to clean. I know life can be hard. I know that I will get to be with my Emily again, not just in Heaven but as a resurrected perfect person. And I know this because I know Jesus Christ suffered in the Garden of Gethsemane for me, that he died, and that now he lives. I know this because I have experienced His love in my life and the power of his Atonement in my life.
Today while watching General Conference the choir and congregation sang one of my favorite songs, I Know That My Redeemer Lives". I have always loved this song. I was able to teach it to all of the little kids at church when we were in Texas. Emily and I used to listen to it on the way to school. During that time I had a miscarriage that just made me sad. The words would give me comfort as we drove through San Antonio traffic to get Emily to her little vision class. My brother and sister sang this song at Emily's funeral. All of the grandkids sang it at my Grandpa Chlarson's funeral. And the words always testify to me of what I know. Happy Easter!